The humans seemed completely distracted, self-satisfied slaves. All their pursuits and paths going nowhere but in circles. Like programmed puppets worshipping false myths, rituals, futile belief systems and counterfeit fantasy gods. I felt angry, alienated, hopeless, incomplete and utterly unsatisfied in this world no matter what I tried. Many times I could barely keep from going into a complete coma, trying to stay awake enough to muster a desperate constant prayer, to keep my hope and motivation alive in this space alien HELL. Luckily, having received a "DEPOSIT" or "GIFT" of recognition led to my constant ASKING and finally finding the real truth (facts) about the Kingdom of Heaven and meeting my Older Members Ti and Do, who were like "LIFE" preservers in this void of traps, deception, and ILLusion. So, the life of the new creature was growing within, despite the vile, insidious lower forces and the empty people that surrounded me who claimed to be seeking God. None of it seemed real. What did seem very real were the "REPS" from the real Kingdom of God, offering information about the steps to get to the Kingdom of Heaven.

I want to be considered as a possible candidate for viability in their world, the real Kingdom of Heaven, the headquarters of all creation. That is my deepest, fondest dream - provided I can be pleasing to the Next Level through Ti and Do - dropping all that is not Next Level fast. It's hard work but simple. I KNOW that the only thing that really matters at all is keeping my eyes on the Next Level. My only desire is to be grafted to my Older Members' unlimited mind right on up to the Chief of Chiefs, to nourish the new creature I'm becoming. I'm determined with all my will and effort to have only a high Next Level vibration, consciousness, and identity - to totally overcome this primitive world. I will not bring any of this world's worthless desires with me, by dropping all humanness and mammalian pursuits. I will escape death's disguise - the death that humans are tricked into by following any of the ways of this world promoted by the lower forces/space aliens. I must turn all of the negative of this world into a positive, into strength, flexibility, and control. What makes me feel most alive is sharing Next Level information and knowing and growing closer to my Teachers. I thirst for the unknown beyond my limited scope of awareness, while upgrading my standards hour by hour, situation by situation - striving for more maturity and growth constantly. I find myself always asking, "What is it I'm overlooking that is unlike the Next Level"?

I want to leave this world with some kind of record of my respect and honor for Ti and Do and the Next Level - for their sacrifice and the price they paid to drop down into this space alien hell to help me really change into a new Next Level creature. I thank them for helping me strive to overcome this primitive level/world, to know and sustain who I am, and for my hopefully growing connection to the Next Level. With my every prayer, every passing moment, every ounce of energy, effort, will, heartbeat, breath, thought, feeling, actions both unconscious and conscious, I, Qstody (quest), strive to PROVE I'm possibly worthy to be considered a viable candidate in their world. I want to be only a keen, quick, pure, positive, clear, clean, vessel - attempting with all my will and effort to be pleasing to the Next Level in all respects, all the time, at all costs and PROVE it! Thank you for helping me restore my virginity and dignity. Please give me the brave heart and courage to endure to the end of this mission and go to my home of origin, your world! Anything is Possible with the Next Level! Thank you, all my classmates, for each and everyone of you, for your help and encouragement.

THANK YOU TI and DO FOR EVERYTHING, for helping me remember who I am and especially your example of beings from the REAL Kingdom of Heaven. What's next?

April 8, 1996

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